It kinda sucks when you don't trust anyone anymore, especially when you don't trust the people in the ONLY place you can actually get help. These past 2 years people have done me wrong on so many levels. There's been people who back stabbed me, who shattered my trust, who have walked out of my life like I mean ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. But you know what? It's ok. I am THANKFUL. I am thankful for those who lied to me, because I now know who you really are. I am thankful for those who walked out of my life because it stopped me from wasting my time at trying to give them my affection. I am thankful for everything.
The good change is the way I think. I'm learning to love myself. It's taking so much effort but I think, slowly, I'm getting there. I'm looking ahead to the future, trying to live a better, longer, happier, healthier life. I'm glad I decided to make this change because it has helped me so much already. I am thankful that I have met all those wonderful people that have led me to this healthier path. I am thankful for all those friends who have remained by my side, no matter what, those who have been there for me like family. I am thankful for my family, who may not always agree with what I do or say but they're still there. I am also thankful for my ROYCEFAMILY, my roycesisters may be from all over the world but we share a love for Royce that no one else would understand. My roycesisiters are some of the sweetest people I know, we stick together, and help each other out when possible. My love for them grows daily. But Most of all, I am thankful for God, in the end He's truly the only one that can help me and the only one who knows me truly, and still remains by my side.
I am thankful for life, from a different perspective, but I am still thankful. <3
-Just a Girl <3
