Still, I give thanks.

It's been over a year since I've posted here. Reading my old posts makes me sad but at the same time it makes me happy. These past two years I've been through so much, so much has changed. We all go through it, we feel as if nothing has changed but we look back and see a completely different person. For me it's been some good changes, some bad changes.

It kinda sucks when you don't trust anyone anymore, especially when you don't trust the people in the ONLY place you can actually get help. These past 2 years people have done me wrong on so many levels. There's been people who back stabbed me, who shattered my trust, who have walked out of my life like I mean ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. But you know what? It's ok. I am THANKFUL. I am thankful for those who lied to me, because I now know who you really are. I am thankful for those who walked out of my life because it stopped me from wasting my time at trying to give them my affection. I am thankful for everything.

The good change is the way I think. I'm learning to love myself. It's taking so much effort but I think, slowly, I'm getting there. I'm looking ahead to the future, trying to live a better, longer, happier, healthier life. I'm glad I decided to make this change because it has helped me so much already. I am thankful that I have met all those wonderful people that have led me to this healthier path. I am thankful for all those friends who have remained by my side, no matter what, those who have been there for me like family. I am thankful for my family, who may not always agree with what I do or say but they're still there. I am also thankful for my ROYCEFAMILY, my roycesisters may be from all over the world but we share a love for Royce that no one else would understand. My roycesisiters are some of the sweetest people I know, we stick together, and help each other out when possible. My love for them grows daily. But Most of all, I am thankful for God, in the end He's truly the only one that can help me and the only one who knows me truly, and still remains by my side.

 I am thankful for life, from a different perspective, but I am still thankful. <3

-Just a Girl <3