When you trust someone with your entire heart, you become that brand new sheet of paper. It doesn't matter what that person tells you, they have your full trust. They can tell you the most mediocre things and you will believe them. You will even bet your life on whatever it is they say. Because you believe that they have no reason to be lying to you. You don't even think that person has a reason to hurt you. Why would they hurt you? They have no reason!
The moment you find out that the person you have trusted with all your heart has been lying to you, or has lied to you, you fall apart. Just like that sheet of paper, the moment you find out the lies, your trust gets crumpled, spit on, stepped on, to the point where it's so damaged, it doesn't seem that you could put it back together again. It's pretty much the worst feeling in the world. Some handle it better than others, we are after all very different. But most of us are so hurt all we can do is cry about it.
Once the damage is done, it's done.It doesn't end there though. That person who hurt you has pretty much ruined you. You will meet new people and there people can be the most trustworthy people on earth but since you're already so damaged you can't come around to trusting them. Eventually someone will come along that will slowly be able to restore some of your trust. You will be able to slightly trust but you will still have those scars that will remind you that you have to be careful.
Be careful who you trust. I know I made that mistake many times. Even "godly" people have played with my trust. Right now someone is repairing some of the damage and I really hope I'm not wrong about this person but so far so good :)
God Bless.
-Just a Girl
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